I read an article about body affirmations that really got me thinking. Before the author got to her list of body affirmations she uses, she spoke of her eating disorder history. She had anorexia when she was younger, she claimed that she just wanted to disappear. Now I know that that's not the reason for all people who have dealt with anorexia, but I wondered if the reverse were true.
Is it possible that some of us who eat more than we "should" feel like we are not seen or heard, and just want that, so we eat to make ourselves bigger? I know some people claim that they gain weight because it creates a protective barrier, but what about the rest?
I admit that I am not a skinny chick, and that I eat more than I "should." (I use "should" because that is based on what people think, not necessarily on anything else.) I fight with my own body image at times, just like a lot of other people out there. It's a byproduct of never feeling normal. But then, am I eating so much because I want people to see the real me?
Just food for thought.
Namaste my friends,